Girl, i know how much it hurts when you saw your love with someone else.
I have experienced it, the pain is just intolerable.
However, i know you're braver than me,
you can make the first step forward and leave the world that only contained you and him.
You need to take step by step slowly and trust me,
one day you will find yourself being so foolish for crying all night long for just one jerk.
it is not worth it.
I can give you advise and tell you all this, cos it is really what i want to do at that point of time i'm facing the same situation as you,
but i just can't do it. I can't take a single step out of it.
If you can, you better leave the world asap, before you stuck and falling deeper into the trap.
It may be hard but it's definitely worth it.
Trust me that you definitely find someone so much better than him.
This time round,
don't think about how well he treated you last time but how badly he treat you instead.
When you found your mr right someday,
you will realise, yes, he's so much better and you will eventually appreciate everything he did.
Take this as a lesson learnt.
Remember, no matter how bad you treat him last time,
you didn't give up or leave him at all.
If he couldn't accept you at your worst,
he don't deserve you when you're at your best.
You're braver and more determine than me.
Don't care about him at all, stop looking at anything related to him,
cos it doesn't help, it only make you feel worse, so what for, right?
Hang in there, your friends and family will be there for you always and accompany you to walk through this rocky journey. :)

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